Tuesday, December 13, 2022


 


And So the Days Go By

 

The days go by

like rows of

unfamiliar houses

seen from the

window of a

Greyhound bus

at night.

 

I lean my head

against the glass

as the houses

parade their

home-made stories

amidst the windswept

particles of a

sideways snow.

 

It seems

to me that

the houses

are like days

that have built

themselves,

and each day

is a room

only to be

lived in once.

The darkness

projects my reflection

on the window;

is this how

the world

holds up

its mirror?

My forehead,

pressed to

the glass like

a conjoined twin,

the other half

of a Rorschach

springing from

my skull.

 

Too bad

the lit windows

of the passing

houses fail to

welcome me

home,

their inhabitants

inevitably mistaking

my tenderness

for weakness

as they

did when

I was a kid.

 

At night

on unfamiliar streets,

who of us

belongs anywhere

but within

the confines of

our minds?

 

As the bus

whisks me

past the spoils

of other lives,

a darkened

suburbia seems

inhospitable to

my open heart.

 

Maybe because

my art

stems from

a wound,

my desires

remain un-afflicted,

refusing to be

baited by

outside forces,

even the ones

I feign

fitfully to comply.

 

Is this how

I leave

my youth

behind?

 

And so

the days go by

with their

unused light,

each person

a temporary relative

on the set

of another

play.

This is

sure to end

in goodbye.

 

Maybe that’s why

the days go by

in the length

a man goes to

find solace,

like the breath

of a clock

between one digit

and the next,

like a sin

of the self

that leaves

no trace,

like the acceptance

of a sadness

that supersedes

its cause,

like the yearning

to make art

from one’s

greatest regret.

 

Why then hide

this stain

beneath

our clothes?

 

And so the days go by

like rows of

familiar houses

seen from the

window of a

Greyhound bus

at night.


 

12/14/22

 

 

 


1 comment:

WNixon said...

Hey, Peter! Again, I love your new poem, “The Days Go By”! The metaphors are astounding! The passage of time analogies that you presented for any given day cover a wide spectrum of experiences and choices pointing to the human experience since Creation. Universal notations. The bus, like life, trods along the road, daily, as we do, willingly, or, not. In the midst of it all, we pass through the unfamiliar days, exploring the many mysteries, which, like the houses, are a composition of varied shapes, sounds, colors, smells and emotions, presenting the reality of not knowing what will transpire, or, how we will react at any given time, as we are introduced to uncharted frontiers. Like the houses, some days are more inviting and more hospitable than others. Each house can only be lived in once, just like a day, or, better yet, a precious moment. Cherish each day and moment to the fullest. As time goes by, the days and events, like the houses, have a potential to become familiar rather than, unfamiliar, which, has the ability to beckon a more predictable and perhaps somewhat mundane state of existence, which, when examined more closely, may not have mass appeal, as it conflicts with the innate and deep desire to experience life’s mysteries and adventures, regardless of the degree of familiarity with a set of circumstances. If the aforementioned is a desire, then, the beautiful wonder and wide eyed innocent of the child within must be permitted to live, thrive and prevail, allowing each individual to continuously, see, feel, and explore the newness that embodies and surrounds each day and moment within this vast Universe we know as home. Therefore, when we look out the window, we choose what we see, as, it comes from within. Peter, I love this poem with its depth, rhythm and the many profound messages that it presents, like the deep and winding roots of a great and sturdy oak! Peter, thank you for sharing your wonderful gifts and keep writing! BRAVO! ✍️👏🎄